I'm sitting here
just drinking my freshly brewed coffee
and I'm thinking...
Thinking about a guy, thinking about a career, thinking about my life.
Why am I afraid of relationships?
Why am I afraid to trust?
Why am I afraid to try?
Why am I afraid to be?
Sometimes I need to learn how to let go. Sometimes it's hard to take down those walls you spent all your life putting up. Brick by brick, day by day, it's time to let them down.
I long to break free. And someday I will do it.
