I take part of that last post back...kind of.
The guy I mentioned, who will go by Mr. Hot Chocolate (haha...yes, he's african american), has changed his tune today. He's admitting that he indeed has feelings for me...and being incredibly persistent about it. Sooooo...I'm not gonna take his word for it, I'll let him show me.
If his actions show that he cares enough, then we'll see where this may go.
I'm learning that sometimes you just gotta give second chances (if it feels right in ya soul).
You know what I'm proud of myself for? Not compromising, standing up for what I believe in and being genuine.
That is the best I can do in my life and with my heart.
P.S. I probably shouldn't post about every little personal twist and turn, eh...but whatever. Might as well be open with my emotions. It feels good to let it out.