1.27.2012

I Surrender, White Flag Held High

It's an interesting thing when you become so frustrated by your station in life, it prompts you to make a big change.

Always a believer that I shouldn't keep banging my head against the wall of a dead-end street, I'm thinkin' maybe it's time to turn around and start walking the other way. Whether this means staying in San Diego, or venturing to a new city, I'm up for whoever responds first to my excessive applying. I'll let God, the universe, chance--heck--I'll even let the wind decide my fate. It's not up to me anymore!

All I know is, I can't keep banging my head only to gain another bruise. This is not how life is meant to be, I GOTS to follow my heart...if I don't start doing what I absolutely love, what God designed me for, then what the hell am I doing?

I refuse to regret not taking a chance.

So here we go, this should be an interesting ride the next few weeks/months. I'll make sure to fasten my freakin' seatbelt.

3 comments:

  1. Zero, I've been feeling like this a lot lately too! It's something in the air, or maybe it's just a Zero thing. We should apply to jobs in the same cities, then we could be together again! You can always call or text me if you need to bounce around ideas :)

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  2. Let's face it...cities are lucky to get one zero, let alone two! We should bounce around ideas...skype date?

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  3. Where the wind blows is your pie. Just let it happen and I hope it happens soon.

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