It's an interesting thing when you become so frustrated by your station in life, it prompts you to make a big change.
Always a believer that I shouldn't keep banging my head against the wall of a dead-end street, I'm thinkin' maybe it's time to turn around and start walking the other way. Whether this means staying in San Diego, or venturing to a new city, I'm up for whoever responds first to my excessive applying. I'll let God, the universe, chance--heck--I'll even let the wind decide my fate. It's not up to me anymore!
All I know is, I can't keep banging my head only to gain another bruise. This is not how life is meant to be, I GOTS to follow my heart...if I don't start doing what I absolutely love, what God designed me for, then what the hell am I doing?
I refuse to regret not taking a chance.
So here we go, this should be an interesting ride the next few weeks/months. I'll make sure to fasten my freakin' seatbelt.